Warnings: Image heavy, bad commentary and lots of skipping of scenes XD
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I was sick from xmas mornign... CHRISTMAS MORNING! How evil DD: but I live again bwahahaha
So college starting on the 7th which is sucky and I've been pretty much trying to relearn how to draw =_=
Not so easy when you have hardly bothered for years and I have university interviews soon so big eeeep!
[what possesed me to apply to illistration courses when I haven't been very consistant with it is beyond me ¬_¬]
But I have hope that I'll get enough skill back to at least look like I have some talent so I can just draw like crazy from now till october and shape up XD
So good I applied for at least a couple computer based courses.
But Yeah I guess I just really hope I don't embarrass myself XD
I think I need to sort my glasses out D:
I'm sure they don't work ¬_¬ I get glasses and my prescription changes I swear! Every damn time -grumbles- It's like my eyes are saying ..
Nope! We don't want you to wear glasses so we shall temporarily fix ourselves so you don't need those things then die again 8D
Or I'm going crazy which is definately more likely haha.
I'm positive every jrock gig I go to I always think 'I'll never put myself through that again' but I never listen to myself luckily XD
After a 2 hour bus hop in stupid London traffic got to Underworld at about 9am. There were a couple of police officers looking through someones jrock mag at Dio and having a laugh saying they look pretty or something.. I sorta missed the convo XD
It was sooooo cold D: why can't jrock gigs ever happen in the summer? Do they like the cold ??? But queueing is too fun to miss out in. Kitty and Keita I think you're both mad for camping out so long but so funny to hear some of the stuff that happened. I got myself a v. pretty pink haired slave for a while bwahaha twas jokes XD
Actually I met loads of cool people that I missed from Girugemash apparently... so sad to miss teh fun from that gig D:
Skipping to before we went in (hurrah for the list of win were I was 22 in line 8D) I was so pissed off that I hadn't been sent my Dio ticket !!! I might see if I can get some money back but I doubt it. Once we were inside bought the buff t shirt (white& gold for me) and tho i wanted a poster i decided I really should eat next week instead ><
I hated how long we had to wait. 2 AND A HALF HOURS!!! No one can say that isn't a bit much but we just kept screaming away from them sooooooo much I think most ppl lost their voices before the show even started XDD
I was 2nd row (practically 1st I guess) and when Dio finally came out it was fucking awesome how everyone started jumping and screaming again (I was surprised how much engery we all had after the long wait .. days for some ppl) XD
I thought Mikaru's English was so cute and pretty clear too it was cool that he spoke to us (but I always think that even tho quite a few jrockers seem to have good English XDD)
It was so extreme! Mikaru only had to put his foot on the speaker and would get molested by anyone who could reach... I don't think a single part of his body wasn't touched, poked, grabbed, stroked XDD (I know I did my fair share of all that >_>) Lol but he totally LOVED IT!!!!!
Man whore <3
Kei kept teasin me and moving away when I tried to touch him!!!! DDDDDDD: but i managed to in the end... even got to pet his hair (which was omg so pretty *o* )
So Mikaru kept getting pulled by the fans and he decided to use MY HEAD 3 times to lean on.... I doubt I'm the only one but...3 TIMES?!?! o.o
I swear Ivy was the biggest tease ¬_¬ everytime he came over he would move just out of reach!! but holy shiz he was playing and his strap broke and he was just playing away kneeling on the floor XDD.. stupid thing broke a few times acctually but he was cool and kept going like a real rockstar XDD lol ... he could so not walk in those boots tho XD (but I doubt I could either so kudos for the good attempt XD)
I think Erina was on crack coz every time I looked at him he was all over the place and throwing himself into the crowd XD nutter...
Denka... oooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmfffff
Out of the load of bands I've seen live, the few bands my friends have and the loooooooads of bands I've listened to I have never, EVER heard/seen such a cosmic drum solo.......... I wanted to headband it was so great but I couldn't tear my eyes away the guy isn't human!!! XD (quote from Saz)
And of course after that was the ever anticipating..... HALF NEKKY MIKARU !!! (-giggles- he doesnt have much of a belly button its so cute XDD)
I was proud to molest that chest !!!
And again...
And again... and as many times as possible -can die happy- but omfg the music live was so fucking gooooooooooooood I just kept cheering and now I can't really talk at all XDD
and I pulled a muscle in my shoulder... But my wounds are nothing compared to some ppl DDD:
When they left (sad moment indeed) I caught Mikaru's water bottle and smaked Erina's pick >> I wish I had caught it but not for myself...
After the crowd started to left (I nearly left my coat in there ¬_¬) I walked passed the merch stand AND THEY STILL HAD POSTERS!!!!
I shouldn't have bought one (£10 is a little bit ouch) but they were calling to me and I'm weak o: so yay! £5 to last 2 weeks u.u
I'm an idiot but omfg soooooooooo fucking worth every minute, pain, other random stuff that's important XDD
Now I am deadified and am sooo glad I didn't have college today .... that would have been murder (did that after Miyavi ... college after a day like that is depressing ;o;)
I hope everyone else had as much as I did! 8DDDD
lulz gotta love brit music XD
The gay club last night was kinda quiet but holidayz ppl lucky really. Still jokes, one of the guys knew all the dance moves to any popular pop song lulz.
I need to stop typing how I talk... No one understands me .. hell I don't understand me sometimes :'/
Your result for The Attachment Style Test...
The Waffler
45% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 43% Avoidance Of Intimacy

You're not the most decisive person. You tend to be unsure what you want out of your attachments, and it's unlikely you've had more than mediocre relationships. Either that, or you've had some good relationships, and some bad relationships, and you're just between them at the moment. The point is that you don't know what you want. You vacillate between trust and mistrust, and between low and high self-esteem. You probably have a couple of good friends who support you and believe in you, but you tend not to let things get too heavy. You like to sit on fences.
Fictional character with whom you might identify: Xander (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), Amelie (Amelie)

| Other Attachment Types: | |||||
| Secure: | The Unicorn | | | The Cuddleslut | | | The Free Agent |
| Preoccupied: | The Cling Wrap | | | The Squid | | | The Insect |
| Fearful: | The Doormat | | | The Leper | | | The Exile |
| Dismissing: | The Hermit | | | The Stone | | | The Player |
| Confused: | The Waffler |
Need to buy coach ticket though.. seeing them at Nottingham with Moose cause she wanted to to visit.. what better excuse? XDDD
I cant wait!!! Last time I saw them they really were the best thing.. I think that was still my fav gig over Gazette, Diru, Despa... tho despa is high because it was my first jrock gig XDD met so many of my recent friends there :3
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Dad promised to fix up my bike soon so I can start getting more active because I'm way too lazy it fails... Only have myself to blame for that tho lmao
But yer hopefully i get confident enough to bike on the road. I dont like the idea of having to wear and helmet and bright yellow jacket but rents would freak if i didn't... I'll probably hurt myself more by falling off than getting run over mmm haha i'm so clumsy
I ran out of Soya milk TT_TT
I only bought 3 today but they were little cartons i finished too fast but i needed the last one
Dinner was so spicy it was fail and my tongue got so hot XDD
But the milke made it better XDD yayayaya!!!
I'm starting to like this thing.. Hurreh for randomness.... !!!!!
I'm like.. addicted to this song atm XDDDD At work yesterday at like 8 am me and Beth totally stopped serving to dance to it and got complaints hahah we so didn't care







